A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also featured well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, describing a check-in call from a mission companion in the days following the journey.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and conducted tests during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her scientific research and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was buried under the deluge of misogyny.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of survivors of assault.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
In the time since achieving her goal, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she thanked the followers whose kindness helped save her. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She concluded that even with the backlash, considerable good had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that crossed the edge of outer space.
The group of women also comprised accomplished professionals from various fields.
The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a well-known tech mogul.
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